I fear I'm fast approaching the limit of my own personal perseverance. I'm fast approaching the moment of truth and I get the feeling I won't like it. I'm rocketing head-on towards a world I don't want to enter, where there is no 'you' or 'us' or 'we'. Only me.

I'm afraid of solitude. I don't want to be this alone. I don't want to say goodbye..

Most of all, I don't want to not feel a single thing if I do.

Stop the world, I want to get off!.... :(