6 Questions...

The 6 Questions that were answered on the 8th of April, 2005. I just found them and pasted them from where I had previously posted them on someone else's blog...

Have you ever been in a relationship so special, so godly, so.. sacred, that you have not wanted to even name it for fear of tarnishing it's beautiful existence... for fear of scaring it away... scaring yourself away?

Have you ever been in such a relationship where a mere word.. a mere premonition.. a mere thought, could stain it and render it irrepairable as if it were made of tissue paper?

One sacreligious movement, one wrong turn can blow away the strongest boulder of faith as if it were no more resistant than a feather, a particle of dust in the wind. What are the words to describe the grievance felt when the second half of that heavenly pair utters that word, senses that premonition, lets that thought cross their mind, without a look your way?

How can you swim ashore when you feel everything inside you drowning under a sea of helplessness, when you feel like the only thing that you ever owned (although, in reality one owns and is god to many things, many many special things...) is slipping from your very fingers?

You can not. As much as this may seem to be a melodramatic description of what the modern world calls a 'break-up', it is not.. read between the lines. It's always about much more then owning and disowning. There is a fine, fine line that distinguishes a sacred bond from a mere connection between two people. A thin thread which when broken, can never be put back together again. You know it's much more serious then that when you don't even feel the urge, the longing to mend that thread.. when solace lies in silently accepting that there is no alternative but to move ahead and let the tide take you wherever it deems appropriate.

And the effect always remains...

How does one explain that to someone who will not understand? How can one justify that one will never be yours the way they once were?

One can not. I can not. You can not.