Multiple Fate Syndrome

I.

The biggest, strongest, most adamantly-sticky-to-the-theory, believer in fate.

Why do I feel like there are a million things in store for me that are just 'meant to be', or at the very least (if I really narrow it down), two. Two situations, the mere existences of which should be mutually exclusive of one another... i.e. no overlapping.

Overlapping of two very diverse, yet horrifyingly similar situations, from which I can only choose one and neither is better than the other!

I wonder. Does this happen to everyone or am I the only one with this disease?

A Secret Rendezvous

The Fray - How to Save a Life...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitternessA
nd I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life